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Integrity & the Dead Collective

Be sure to read The Order of Creation which was posted on the same day as this.

No amount of fame or fortune will save you from having no integrity. What do I mean by this?

Let me first clarify integrity.

What I mean by integrity in this context is not what you may traditionally associate with the word, although that it is still relevant. Integrity in this context means coherence. It means congruence. It means flow. Harmony. Having your head & heart aligned. Authenticity. Making decisions without remorse, regret, or doubt, or taking full accountability for consequences even if you cannot achieve that. It means operating within your truth or paradigm in a way that produces little to no friction, or being able to transmute the friction if it does.

Conventional or developing science may identify integrity as the stability of a toroidal or magnetic field. More esoteric or spiritual works might call this your aura, frequency or your vibe. Traditional philosophy might just consider it personal integrity, honor, truth and so on.

Anyone reading this blog knows I am not a big fan of human "science", but if it helps you to understand, then it serves my purposes. When you begin to unify yourself and your experience, then "science" is just part of the, let's say -- spatial coordinates which you find yourself -- whilst knowing there is no such thing as space or time.

This does not have to be a moral evaluation, but you must understand that virtues like compassion, patience, faith and love are ingredients like salt and pepper when realms are created.

Compassion = allowance of being & docking. Compassion allows us to play together and without it ships cannot dock.

Patience = not obstructing your own will and is also related to the construction of a buffer that delays will that creates illusions of sequence for stability and linearity.

These are just a few examples of "world building" requirements. If you omit them, this is difference between a professional


The Order of Creation

The order of creation is Will (Love) -> Intention -> Story -> Feeling.

There is no actual "order" as these elements are all inexorable, intertwined and unified, but this ordering is illustrative.

There is no such thing as "energy." There is no "physical" world. These are all derived functions from the above ordering. The physical world is an "illusion" produced by an effect of feeling, but feeling arises after intention and after story. The word illusion here is simply illustrative because it for all intents and purposes there is nothing else in reality but illusion -- so if it is all illusion then that is "reality."

The de-lusional -- the ones actually in illusion -- are those that are trapped by the sequential.

Feeling as "last" in the ordering, feeling is subservient to the verisimilitude required by story. Stories that contrived or badly written are still "superior" in the ordering and thus are higher masters than feelings and your world will obey the story before it obeys the feeling.

Hence, why you seemingly cannot avoid feeling hungry, or pain, because you are obeying the story, which you already chose and are re-choosing in every moment of every day.

Similarly, your unseen reality will contrive and cheat you until you learn to stand in your own truth and protect the boundaries of your "dream template" because this is how you experience victimization. Victimization will cause your "unseen" reality to cheat you whenever it can because you don't have the awareness to stop yourself from misusing your own will.

Another way to think about this is that when you are fully within your power -- or agency -- you feel "at one" or in flow with the world. Consider that wherever you find yourself right now is your highest level of lucid mastery you have ever had. It perfectly represents your level of agency within your stable "dream."

The story is not static but a dynamic moving window. The window is truth. Whilst within the window, this truth is objective. That which is outside the window is subjective. Subjective and


The Spirit of the Adventurer

What do you think about potential? About the unknown?

I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Is that a terror? Some think so.

I think it is beautiful.

No matter whether that tomorrow brings joy, happiness, or pain and suffering. I love it and I love exploring this universe -- this dream -- of ours in this way and none other. And everyday that passes I realize this was always my hidden calling for which I have been training myself.

This is the path I chose.

Ra, in the Law of One, believed that negative beings are the ones who have inverted their understanding of the universe as potential as a means of exploring how they are an aspect of God. I don't quite agree, but I think he was onto something there, because adventurers don't quite view the world like normal people.

Every adventurer, every gamer, every hero from every fantasy from every story is a being who prefers the unknown over the security of a collective. One collective isn't enough. They want to visit them all.

Adventurers rally together through their own collective of self-sovereignty -- of independence and wanderlust -- but until they find that place or camaraderie through trials and tribulations, this path is isolating, lonely and brutal.

An adventurer is called to this life. It chooses you. Anyone not on the path doesn't quite understand because they have different values. They prefer the civilization over the freedom. Others see a world they want to improve and stabilize -- to create a home -- but an adventurer carries their home with them.

An adventurer is a being who is values freedom to such an extreme that they effectively outcast themselves.

Some want a guarantee, or a promise, or insurance before they give themselves permission to live. We think we can somehow collect a debt, or borrow from the future








March update #1

Jalapenos, Poblanos, basil and cauliflower (large plot) planted. Also, the tomatoes that I planed before may be coming up, assuming these are the sprouts you see in the photos.

Large plot was overgrown with weeds. Now it isn't. Achievement unlocked! Plot cleared!