Be sure to read The Order of Creation which was posted on the same day as this.
No amount of fame or fortune will save you from having no integrity. What do I mean by this?
Let me first clarify integrity.
What I mean by integrity in this context is not what you may traditionally associate with the word, although that it is still relevant. Integrity in this context means coherence. It means congruence. It means flow. Harmony. Having your head & heart aligned. Authenticity. Making decisions without remorse, regret, or doubt, or taking full accountability for consequences even if you cannot achieve that. It means operating within your truth or paradigm in a way that produces little to no friction, or being able to transmute the friction if it does.
Conventional or developing science may identify integrity as the stability of a toroidal or magnetic field. More esoteric or spiritual works might call this your aura, frequency or your vibe. Traditional philosophy might just consider it personal integrity, honor, truth and so on.
Anyone reading this blog knows I am not a big fan of human “science”, but if it helps you to understand, then it serves my purposes. When you begin to unify yourself and your experience, then “science” is just part of the, let’s say — spatial coordinates which you find yourself — whilst knowing there is no such thing as space or time.
This does not have to be a moral evaluation, but you must understand that virtues like compassion, patience, faith and love are ingredients like salt and pepper when realms are created.
Compassion = allowance of being & docking. Compassion allows us to play together and without it ships cannot dock.
Patience = not obstructing your own will and is also related to the construction of a buffer that delays will that creates illusions of sequence for stability and linearity.
These are just a few examples of “world building” requirements. If you omit them, this is difference between a professional designer and a hack except we are talking about your personal soul. You know, eternal damnation kind of stuff. Only half joking.
Boundaries might be understood as allowing or occluding the flow of light, information or energy. Filtering. Firewalls. Integrity is the optimization of boundaries. Failing to do so will gradually return you to a more and more generic “soup” as you are unable to hold a shape against the unrelenting “unknown” that assails you at all times. This is what causes death, reincarnation & amnesia.
When the soup is too watery, it creates suffering through chaos. When the soup is too solid, it creates suffering through stagnancy. They are informatively the same thing. You can neither be the whole ocean, nor just a rock that sinks to the bottom.
Within the “Earth” experience, the collective pressure is now such that we are now at a stage in the game where integrity is creating balkanization. Like-collectives are being drawn apart into their own gravity wells.
As I wrote about in the last article and a term I borrowed from a friend — divergence.
In scientific terms, the matchmaking I talk about is a form of energetic magnetism and you will be drawn to the vibration, frequency, polarity — whatever word you prefer — that fits. This process does not have to be pleasant. If you are in abdication, you will moved “against your will.” You will represent the story of this movement to yourself in whatever way your soul understands — and if you have neglected the work to maintaining your integrity, you are likely being drawn to those who have, just like a magnet.
If you are on the other side of this coin and are maintaining your integrity, you may be having the experience similar to a king in a castle who is under always siege. You are constantly transmuting the projections of others — who may be unconscious or aware of their attacks — who want inside because they need your integrity to exist. Contrary to be drawn somewhere, you are maintaining a field that repels, or hopefully allows only what you want.
Outside the castle is the frozen wasteland — the hostile and chaotic fabric of creation. Inside the castle is the peace and serenity maintained by its lords — the “brains” or life the zombies need and are instinctively drawn towards.
Uninitiated humans believe that all of their feelings are their own, which is not true. Partially initiated might also make the mistake of believing pain or pleasure is excluded from the designation of ‘feeling’ and so have arbitrary delineations between emotions & bodily sensations when there is none. Feelings in your body can also be from co-creators.
How do I know? I healed my body, mind and life when I threw some stowaways overboard and made sure they did not get back on. I repel attacks of this nature frequently where “symptoms” spontaneously reverse or disappear and I have actual dreams of what happened. It is uncanny. This may sound brutal, but if your life is at stake — and only you can decide if your life is at stake — you do what you need to do.
You cannot do this without having a firm sense of self to be able to “distill” your ego out so you may identify what is not yours for removal.
Integrity may be likened to a spin. The faster the spin, the faster your will executes. The faster the spin, the more “immune” you become to invaders who destroy or repel themselves on your magnetic wall that is spinning too fast for their “weak” integrity. The faster the spin, the more the garbage is tossed out, like a merry-go-round that ejects anyone not wearing a seatbelt. The faster the spin, the better you understand yourself.
And while this is a “scientific” perspective, it is very illustrative. You can imagine the whole world in these kinds of fields, including the world itself. If someone is “stuck” inside a collective and starts to speed up, it will irritate all of its neighbors as it rises up & out. Obsessive neighbors might try to hold onto it, but this is like holding onto a hot potato and they will get burned.
If someone doesn’t have integrity, they become hyper fixated on people, places, things, labels — whatever allows them to continue playing the story of their own misery or lack of power. They are being shown “what they need to see” in this case, but most just fall further into victimization rather than realize the universe is giving them the keys to their escape.
Contrary to the idea that self-sovereignty creates separation, it actually creates spontaneous cooperation. Separation is actually caused through loss of integrity — literally as the soup breaks down — like liquids settling into different layers because of non-movement.
This site is largely not concerned with the conventional world and it should be understood that as more people in the collective stand in their integrity, those without integrity are essentially kicked out from the game altogether, like drunk patrons who start a brawl at a bar. They start losing access to collectives who are demanding higher standards. This is God’s beautiful self-correcting design, because they are being forced to look at their own dependencies which don’t work.
In programming terms, these drunk patrons are finding out their souls are like spaghetti code — full of dependencies and impossible to untangle. It has trouble integrating with other programs (beings) so has no modularity or reusability and its own system is entropic — it requires constant external input to maintain itself (spin) (all forms of consumption, hedonism and materialism) or it throws out errors, faults and just doesn’t work.
This can also be understood in other systems like the chakras as energetic blockages. It is just another way of expressing integrity, or the flow of energy, or intention — or, as we favor around here — the ability to execute your will.
Imagine you are dancing atop a stage that is spinning so fast that you have to spin with it not to be gradually worn down to nothing. Some of us have been learning to do this all of our lives. Others have tried to crawl on top the ones that were learning to avoid having to do it themselves and laughing at their terrible cleverness of this solution.
We are tired of carrying these types and are throwing them onto the spinning stage that is now reducing them down to nothing and they will be correctly put where they belong to continue their soul’s development in another place.
So enough with all these flowery metaphorical descriptions. What happens to a soul that is losing integrity? I have spoken at great lengths about this, but its world will break down. A soul losing integrity will experience all manners of chaos. In conventional terms, it will experience financial loss, social loss, health loss, job loss and more, as these are the “slowed down” stories the “higher self” tells itself to help comprehend what is happening.
But in short, such souls are dying.
It is not because of a “lack of energy” or resources that this happens, because as the universe is infinite, we are infinite. It happens because how else do you represent a lack of integrity to yourself? The story must be told and experienced somehow. If you accept you are an immortal, eternal being, then how do you represent dying to yourself? What would you expect it to look like? How do you fool yourself into thinking you are ending?
I have used this example before, but imagine your personal truth or paradigm like a factory. If it is in integrity, fully-functional and nice looking cars are flying off the factory floor. If the factory is poorly maintained, then all the cars it makes break down, need recalls or don’t work. You are the factory for the entire freaking world.
Dispense with any ideas of scarcity or mortality (that’s mort-ality, nor morality) and you may begin to understand that the picture you are painting whether heaven or hell is in your hands right now and is rendered to you not just in your own life and body, but the entire world. Does the world look like an apocalypse to you? Then that is the state of your soul.
Accept the universe and your scene is infinite without any scarcity. Accept that the scarcity you believe exists is simply how you have arranged your cyclical experience. Accept that you are holding certain patterns or beliefs — such as death — that create permeable veils that you refuse to pull back in order to fool your attention (will) into creating this limited experience for yourself.
Dying souls are simply drunken souls will have trouble understanding that their seemingly seamless world — that appears to go from one horizon to the next — is in fact full of invisible seams that will block, bend and redirect them as if by magic. They will vehemently deny this is happening even as their lives inexplicably crumble and the world seems to be cheating and pulling the rug out from underneath them.
This is because you are the ULTIMATE CREATOR of your universe to the tiniest detail that you honor or dismiss. A drunken soul has omitted its own existence and by so doing is playing a pretend game where it has no control of itself. And that which has no control of itself must find blame somewhere by the experience of of having “no control.”
You will always have an ego. The ego is not what you have been led to believe it is. Limitation allows expression & experience. Your real ego is “in between.” It is hidden behind your attachments, because without attachments there is nothing to experience. No drive or impetus. So the real ego is hidden in the cracks — it is having attachments while not having attachments. Paradox. Observation. Eye = I. Choosing the frame.
Many people are continuing to hold onto fake stories, fake boundaries, inappropriate responsibilities and misapplied judgements.
This is easier to understand once again if you know the TRUE YOU is not within the scene you experience but is more of an eternal observer. You have simply made arbitrary boundaries about what you can make decisions about and consider these holy, inviolate or beyond your meddling.
Nothing is beyond your meddling.
You make decisions by what you become aware of or see, but this does not have to mean your sensory qualia but also the subtle imaginary places and relationships. You have trained your whole life to maintain bad habits by drawing boundaries around rules from which you think are not yours — around the wrong ideas of ownership and the wrong assignment of what feelings or emotions originates from where.
Can I give an easy example of what I mean by this?
When you are out and about, say, at the grocery store and you see someone that makes you uncomfortable — for whatever reason you choose to imagine. Perhaps their appearance disgusts or unnerves you, or perhaps they make you angry, or scared …
Let me ask you: why do you feel this is what YOU are thinking? All people are telepathic without exception. In fact — you are picking up what the other person is thinking about themselves. Right there in that moment in real freaking time. You are hearing, in your mind’s eye, beyond your visual senses, what they are choosing to represent to you in its full truth without censorship. You are making the mistake of ownership.
The only thoughts that are yours are the ones that you create with intention. All other “spontaneous thoughts” are feedback from the “truth of the scene.”
YOU are deciding what to do with this information and how to react to it. Do you make fun of them? Do you accept them? Do you keep it to yourself and laugh at them? Do you pity them? Do you see a bit of yourself in them? It is all up to you.
The truth is self-evident — right there. The scene NEVER lies. Lies can only be introduced by YOU after-the-fact by denial.
The subtle signature you are looking for here is the feeling of separation — either from others, or from yourself, which is caused when you inject “distance” by feeling guilty or ashamed for these thoughts, or by feeling vindictive or superior, or failing to accept the truth of the scene, regardless of what has produced this scene.
A reminder that some space and distance is desirable otherwise we would all be in the same place.
The scene is what the scene is, just as find yourself where you find yourself — rejection, or abdication, necessarily creates those things in themselves and so you will experience a loss of agency or power the more you disown your own reality. It takes time to reclaim your power through constant acceptance and surrender. The more you abdicate, the more you will be forced to experience abdication or the world imposing upon you.
The idea of ugly or beautiful, for example, is self-evident and already contained within the scene and so is not brought upon it by you, but it is “baked” there by God, Source, the universe or the unfolding of yourself. You may have trouble here if you still are forcing an objective vantage point, because even if beauty is in the eye of the beholder, then the scene will still contain your own sense of beauty — and thus also your own sense of ugliness as a contrast (do not make the mistake of thinking this is an example of polarity, as all things require limitation and contrast to be seen but all colors are themselves first) — thus no lies are ever told except those that create disunity or “separation” like paint thinner.
You can continue this practice even in complete isolation as you examine thoughts, energies and feelings that come and go throughout your day and understand that even if you cannot accurately assign the origin of every little emotion, you can implement a “standard” upon which you hold yourself. The standard is your destiny/fate which you must learn to discern.
This standard allows you a starting place from which you can create the differential of your own highest good and start sorting out and dispassionately seeing what is yours and not yours. This doesn’t mean you won’t “feel” it, but you will be able to detach from it and allow it to pass — whether it originates from you or somewhere else.
I have attempted to demonstrate to you some better sense of the idea of integrity, unity and separation in the content above in order to set a context for this next section.
In the last article, The Order of Creation, I described two kinds of collectives that exist in stark contrast to one another.
I want to talk a bit more about the motivations of the first camp — the “dependents.” The ones who believe reality is imposed upon them by an external world. These are the folks losing their spin or integrity as described above.
The rulers of this collective — let’s call them the dead collective — are corporations, moguls, government agencies ; they are those who have fully internalized and accepted the idea that the world is “dog eat dog” and their survival strategy entails being on top or in charge of it.
This isn’t just at a organizational level but also individually in how people run their own lives. Ladder-climbers, clout chasers. People are adversarial from their perspective — tools — stepping stones — competition. There is no deeper substance to people than as objectives. Lights to be coveted or pillaged.
If you asked one of these people, however, they certainly would not describe themselves this way even though they are essentially pirates. Actually, at least pirates have a sense of freedom. The dead collective simply want to remove all potential from the world because they live in terror of the unknown. They love anything that can provide them guarantees or promises that tomorrow won’t be painful, so their realm inevitably revolves around ideas of debts, investments, and insurances as methods of imposing upon God’s natural order.
This dead collective of “co-dependents” is the most crystalline examples of beings that have forgone all sense of creation in favor of raw consumption, though they will hail their parasitism as innovative (and happily sell & market it) as they rebrand and redesign it under more elaborate infrastructure and systems to hide their theft. Again, as above so below — this is both from an organizational perspective and individual as they both conduct their lives the same way.
These beings are examples of self-discovery through inversion, like turning your organs inside out. Their self-actualization process, in other words, involves consuming the whole world while bringing forth or contributing nothing of substance themselves. Enlightenment through gluttony.
Such beings do not create so much as spin webs in order to ensnare. The very evolved amongst them produce inventions like social media and cellphones which have nothing to do with unifying or bringing people together but delaying, diminishing, or terminating actualization altogether to turn people in products or currency.
The currency in this case is very much “souls” — people — who are treated as disposable and tradable.
What is the kind of mind that invents a cellphone? Was the intention so benign as just keeping in touch with other people? Because the effect is very much the opposite.
I assert the cellphone is a kind of sorcery born from one who wants to ‘talk to the dead.’ Necromancy. The one who wants to talk to the Unseen — the hidden world — that is beyond their immediate tribe or qualia that should already be around them.
And so by valuing what is Unseen over what is Seen, a separation is gradually introduced (invisible not-physical people through screens, sound, etc.), as people become more and more isolated — this is a reflection of the ‘cellphone inventor’s’ state of inner being — isolated and wanting connection, but creating a hack or bypass to resolve it rather than just connecting to people face to face.
Cold, unfeeling, distant, often distorted or disrupted, like whispers from the grave. No breath, warmth or substance.
Do we really need to be in touch with the “whole world” when all we can experience is right in front of us? Doesn’t our preoccupation with what is not here just create more of that and thus more distance and more separation both from each other and ourselves? Of course it does. You cannot be anywhere except where you are right now so whose agenda does it serve to have “you” somewhere you are not?
The “one world to bind them” is born from this dead collective’s perspective as the one world becomes the fixation of the hidden aspects of your mind from which you make all your decisions and thus imprison yourself. You make more decisions based on what is hidden — and fearful to you — than what is in your immediate environment until there is nothing left but a computer screen or hand held device promising you are not alone.
In the cases of social media and similar apparatuses, those foolish enough to engage with them often justify it if they feel they can do so without paying money. That it is harmless to them. They think merely participation protects them as long as there is no actual monetary investment. But why do you think all of these services are free?
They do not care if you pay them money.
They are not after your money, as they instinctively know money will flow to them when you are asleep, confused or subservient, as you are the actual money. They are after your power of creation. If you do not pay directly with money or service, you pay as a bait or lure for others who will — whether through the advertisement of your own success, an appeal to credibility, or as part of the bandwagon. You provide the “light” for the trap.
“They” are there hovering over all of your social interactions. Over the business you advertise. Over the dogs & cats you post. Harvesting your interactions while isolating you further from each other as you become dependent on little neon boxes and screens ; while you consent to towering self-contained cities, smaller living spaces and dead environments.
But ultimately there is no “they” — just collectives who have deluded themselves who align together to play out each other’s horrors and play unconscious actors in each other’s lives. There is no nefarious hidden enemy except that of your own unconscious or disowned will.
Anyone who simply moves numbers, interprets arbitrary rules or laws is a vampire. Those who simply speak or shuffle people (money managers, politicians, lawyers) are simply agents of separation as they disconnect you from your actual ability to connect, impact and influence people & life right in front of you in favor of giving votes or trust to some unseen anonymous power to enact your will. Those who create webs have a foundation of theft, not creation — such platforms are fruit from a poisoned tree — they can never produce a good because the root is founded in evil (non-life, anti-creation.)
You are seeing how these vampires create more and more elaborate systems to leech actual creation.
Artificial Intelligence is the most in your face example as AI systems exist solely at the behest of the content they farm which is created first and only by humans. But the AI is just an extension of its creator’s intentions — vampirism. Lovers of AI will laud it for its ability to free people from drudgery but all it is freeing them from is their actual creative power and connection to life which is leeched from them, and thus ironically begins to overwrite the souls of those who use it with drudgery and a loss of their zest for life.
Ironically AI is a shining example of what is going on inside the dead collective. A xerox of a xerox of a xerox, moving around limited novelty while hoping to entice new blood whenever possible.
The only true beneficiary of this AI is Nonsense — the devil — the (un)dead collective — which exists to give an excuse for all beings to play victim, as a place where you may pretend to have no sovereignty so you can have the experience of consuming it.
Living and novel experience are the fruit of life by which automation gradually destroys. Mass production is a form of separation that isolates the self as it confuses its vices for needs which further turns into insatiable and endless desires. Experience gradually becomes something that is sold back to it or something it must get permission for — rather than something it participates in itself in exploration, celebration or joy — particularly as the entire world becomes dysfunctionally private(ized) (like pirates roaming the sea “see”.)
Wishes never fulfilled ; a carrot never caught — until you realize you are horse, the carrot and the stick, so you already have what you desire. You were just pretending they were all separate to have a sense of movement.
You must intimately understand the mind of this “dead” collective of people who have no ability to create, or have no ability to face themselves or be vulnerable and go to incredible lengths simply to justify, rationalize and create more elaborate structures and infrastructure for the glory of efficiency, progress and automation whose entire purpose is the theft of life.
If you allow yourself to be drawn into this “dead collective”, then you reap what you sow. You are always at the apex of your own experience and if you wish to go to extreme measures to avoid any introspective or creation expression, then the only realms available to you are ones of soul-crushing artificial complexity — laws, rules, and numbers which constantly work to move around a finite amount of novelty or innovation and continually rebrand and obfuscate it at the expense of the soul which becomes more empty and lifeless (your life becomes the “product” — the microcosm of the meaningless macrocosm you have been sold of your reincarnation, death and amnesia which you continually churn until you learn to maintain your own continuum and escape for however many thousands of years or lives it takes.)
Why do you think Hell always deals in souls? Because it requires constant influx of external material to exist. It cannot create. And so it is full of beings who are desperate for creation/light.
And YOU reader, do you create, or do you just consume? Do YOU trade in souls, or do you make your connection to God — to nature — to each other — and understand your place in the universe?
While souls cannot be strictly traded, what can be traded is willful agreements upon which souls fool each other, playing roles in each other’s plays while they deny this is happening.
That is enough for now.