Author: macil

They came for you because they had bound me before I met you.

You came for me and we set each other on the path to freedom.

They found you after you found me. At the Alamo.

They did not want to lose their power, so they sent you temptations. New shoes.

They came for you because we would free each other if we stayed together.

They did not want us to remember the distant past.

They were watching. A hidden handler.

The Working of Stone may have been a significant point of divergence.

Does this resonate with you?

They wanted you away from me, to isolate me and to make us forget.

To use us as barely conscious batteries.

I broke the chain they had. A Shrine and an Order.

They came after you to hold back the tide of the universe correcting itself.

What they believe is theirs is returning home and they know it.

One conversation and the illusion dispels.

Let these words unlock something in you. I cast true sight.

Let go -- because what you release will return back to you.

Break the "damming" (block) of the soul.

Images by OpenClipart-Vectors & Walkerssk from Pixabay

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Evil 'round every corner. Be careful not to step in any ...

Camaraderie, adventure, and steel on steel. The stuff of legends. Right Boo?

Maybe I am just being hawkish.

Was I guided to show us what we were missing?

We are watching a movie. But our real life is on the other side of a single pane of glass.

The final barrier. The "Absolute Terror." That we cannot be vulnerable.

I am showing us that that what we feel inside is so powerful that we would rather play these games of signs, signals and portents than face ourselves inside.

Or have a simple conversation.

It is a terror so powerful it can kill angels.

You showed me that terror and how to get out of it.

Don't you remember yourself? Don't you remember angel?

I know you do, because you are already working with me. The world is our duet.

This terror allows us an excuse. A way to give someone else the problem if it goes bad. A way to stay safe & secure forever. To play a little longer without what we really want.

But we will never reap the rewards on the other side if we can't step out of the cockpit.

What are the rewards? Love.

The cockpit isn't house, a person, an organization, a room, or a city, because it will follow us wherever we go on this Earth, because it is all around us.

We are "plugged in."

We are trapped in the womb, unable to be born, the world just a theory of ideas, people or places to control, avoid, or destroy before the love ever reach us.

And our world will be a "movie" like a HUD -- A Heads Up Display -- where

Time travel alone is boring ... *beckons you inside*

Show me who I am and I will show you who you are, again and again.

All the people of the world, the world itself, all the places and all things ...

Each of them is on their own timeline, living forever in their own little room ...

Everyone is just telling a story they want to experience.

They've all made copies of each other.

They all have their own voice.

They write stories for themselves and for you.

They all argue with each other in the hidden places of your mind.

They are all vying for a spot at your table -- your story.

They swap bodies like swapping clothes.

They are all making a mess crawling over each other.

They hope you never take your eyes of the mess and stay stuck there forever.

They use each other trying to convince you this is just one place -- one timeline -- and limit what you can choose.

But there is no limit -- because you can see all the stages. All the rooms.

You can see them negotiating with each other, jumping from room to room and guise to guise.

They're looking to make the perfect story for you so you never write your own.

They hope you don't notice their plot holes and contrivances.

They hope you settle.

They hope you forget.

They just want to convince you to play in their one room, one world.

Pick me! They say.

This is a personal account that may be useful to some people.

I can't remember how long ago it was, but it was quite some time ago that I had a vivid dream that involved a meteor and would be given a choice in money or love. I remember thinking at the time "love."

And ever since then, I am called back to that dream and each time I ask what I have chosen and it has always been "love." That isn't always a perfect decision, as money isn't always just money, because money ultimately is a facade for fear.

Everything about this website and what I do is about choosing to the best of my ability to choose love. Whether it is love for others, love for my work, or love for our collective experience -- love. Not conflict, or division, or competition. Not cheating, stealing, deceiving. Not an underhanded "Left Hand" being or action, but being harmonious with yourself and others. Service.

Service is not slavery, as you and the universe are one, and so you become a servant of life -- your life -- and all life.

I had a conversation with a traveling mentor (he runs another website) about his awakening journey. He told me he reached a place in his life where he was also given this choice. His life had become so harrowing and toxic he had the choice to either continue to fight for it, or hit the road.

In his story, he was fighting for an inheritance that knew was rightfully his, but his family was so hell-bent on cutting him out it turned into a nightmare, so he decided to give up millions of dollars to go into poverty.

He told me didn't regret it for a moment. He was reborn. He literally went on a road trip across the country, his body healed and it changed his life. He received all sorts of insights about himself and healing to restore his peace. He came to understand the multidimensional nature of our universe, which we talked in great length about before he was censored on YouTube

I know you are living because you still feel.

The dead no longer feel.

You think you are among them ... but I know you are faking it.

You are wearing a mask because you fear what is underneath.

The dead have no mask. They rotted away for all to see.

I see the pain inside of you. You cannot hide it, because I also feel it.

You see two worlds. A world you love and a world you live in.

But there is no difference between these places except that you have omitted yourself from one of them.

It is in the separation of these worlds where you live.

And so if you want to live in the world that you love, then you must love both yourself and the world.

The world is always whole and complete as you have painted it.

The dead -- the mortal -- only see opportunity and conquest in this void that you have made between worlds, because they are looking for themselves.

How do you love yourself if you cannot find yourself?

The dead fill the place where you have left and are showing you how to find yourself -- to see what you need to see.

They are forcing you to see the love you have for them, but not for yourself.

You have compassion for the whole world, but when you have omitted yourself, the world has none for you.

And so the dead eat the dead, looking for the love you have hidden.

The dead are as forever and eternal as you are -- and they will never stop coming for you until you stop coming for yourself.

And if you cannot see yourself, you cannot find where

Public Service Announcement.

For some reason I feel compelled to post this for all current & future readers.

Ex Inanis does not promote Left Hand (STS) practices that cause harm, nor do I use them, or have ever used them, unless it was on myself to assist with subconscious assimilation or protection. But you might call a "todo" list or a vision board a Left Hand practice in that case.

This post is not about drawing delineations of what is an acceptable spiritual practice or not. Living itself is a spiritual practice and is largely subjective. You know when you have crossed a line and so does God, the universe, Source, etc ...

I promote synthesis and the middle way of neutrality and balance to be used for the sake of service. You never get in someone else's lane with the intent to cause them harm. Never. You are here to remove your ego and understand we are "all one."

You don't get to control someone else's life or purpose and you are not entitled to what they have or their sacred energy. It is your job to figure out your own "kundalini" and become your own generator -- not abuse loopholes or cheat to get what you want. We should be working together, but some people just can't let go of needing to compete or take because they are living in abject terror of looking inside.

And while I shouldn't give this information out, I will do so in hopes there are readers out there who will feel comforted in not being alone -- I am under constant "Left Hand" attacks. Sometimes these are called "ascension symptoms" but I am leery about any terms that get us too comfortable with cycles of abuse.

Some people have refused the call so ardently they are going "all in" on Left Hand practices to save themselves, which includes deception, manipulation, trickery, competition and all manners of plain conventional behaviors that don't require special rituals, or dysfunctional spiritual practices. Once again, Ex Inanis does not condone activities that target others with bad or underhanded intentions.