This isn’t going to be a long post, but is just for someone who might need to hear it.
I can’t remember how long ago it was, but it was quite some time ago that I had a vivid dream that involved a meteor and would be given a choice in money or love. I remember thinking at the time “love.”
And ever since then, I am called back to that dream and each time I ask what I have chosen and it has always been “love.” That isn’t always a perfect decision, as money isn’t always just money, because money ultimately is a facade for fear.
Everything about this website and what I do is about choosing to the best of my ability to choose love. Whether it is love for others, love for my work, or love for our collective experience — love. Not conflict, or division, or competition. Not cheating, stealing, deceiving. Not an underhanded “Left Hand” being or action, but being harmonious with yourself and others. Service.
Service is not slavery, as you and the universe are one, and so you become a servant of life — your life — and all life.
I had a conversation with a traveling mentor (he runs another website) about his awakening journey. He told me he reached a place in his life where he was also given this choice. His life had become so harrowing and toxic he had the choice to either continue to fight for it, or hit the road.
In his story, he was fighting for an inheritance that knew was rightfully his, but his family was so hell-bent on cutting him out it turned into a nightmare, so he decided to give up millions of dollars to go into poverty.
He told me didn’t regret it for a moment. He was reborn. He literally went on a road trip across the country, his body healed and it changed his life. He received all sorts of insights about himself and healing to restore his peace. He came to understand the multidimensional nature of our universe, which we talked in great length about before he was censored on YouTube and had “out of this world” experiences which he shared with me, which also introduced me to a new level of my own spiritual journey.
I realized things like remote healing and telepathy are possible. I had remote healing sessions with him. And I started accessing past life memories and other things that are real that I never believed before.
People don’t want to believe this stuff is real. I know I didn’t. It took going to Hell to get me there.
On the flip side, as I have learned this year, I have learned remote “harm” is possible and that some people use this knowledge to influence and destroy others. I have also learned this the hard way being on the receiving end of it, as people do not like me sharing this information on this website.
They like keeping their secret methods secret that give them power, status, or even relationships. I try to reveal ways of hardening your spirit on this site against this stuff.
They fear I will disseminate it to a wider audience. They fear any kind of support or connections I have. Because it will cause their karma to return to them and force them to face their toxic ways — their ego and false control.
How do you discern whether someone is doing this to you or not? Whether they are in your face or in some remote corner of the planet, you choose — “MONEY” (FEAR) or LOVE — and you will be revealed the truth.
Your heart, or love, is the first answer you get. The “fear” is everything afterwards.
God/universe/your higher self will TELL you, both in feelings in your body and in dreams. It won’t tell you like a text message, but through an intuition you must cultivate. That is your relationship you are building with spirit, yourself, God — whatever you want to call it — that “Left Hand” types don’t believe in.
I had a massive upheaval that occurred in my life in 2022 as a result of a kidney stone and health complications. My dream about MONEY OR LOVE had a meteor in it before this happened to me. I receive dreams like this all the time and it turns me into this –>
2022 was Hell, but on the other side I healed. I now see it as a blessing. And that’s how God — the universe — our collective highest intention — works in “mysterious ways.”
I was given this choice myself again this year in a big way and once again I chose love. And was direly tested again as it seemed like so many people didn’t like my choice.
I think maybe they thought I didn’t deserve to have what I have, or be where I am at ; that I looked better than what I had been through — but they were just seeing a mirror of their own issues.
I have defended my choice of love as I did before, despite how difficult it has been to do so against bizarre events and sometimes unseen forces.
I AM HERE. I was. I am. And I always will be.
Love is eternal. Unbreakable. And “no weapon shall prosper” against love.
Bring it on.
You can do anything if all you have is love.