How we are both trying to reach each other, but are afraid?
Fear vs. love.
What is the world showing us that keeps getting in the way?
That is irritating our demons?
Making us cry.
How is it representing the world back to us to see these things? Are we running?
I think we both are, yet we are just both standing on our versions of truth. We both feel right, as in we are confident about our philosophies about life. And yet we can’t help but be drawn to each other too, like moths to a flame.
Are you dreaming about me? Do you “hear” me through the appearances of other things like I do for you?
Are there things whispering in your ear trying to get you to run or give up? Do you “hear” me beyond the scene of these messages, without your ego, attempting to show you the path like I do for you?
We are inviting other people to fill the roles of our fears. Sometimes real, sometimes unseen.
We are speaking to each other through the appearances of other people, yet can’t seem to arise in each other’s touch-and-feel reality …
Like we are each in our own bubbles with a thin layer of glass.
Can we connect without messing up our timelines with the unfair terms from these other concerns who just want a seat at this table or to destroy it altogether?
2 as 1.
Two souls thinking, perceiving and working together as one.
I see what you are trying to teach me.
You are trying to teach me not to avoid others, that they are part of this game. You have been teaching me all my life … That some kind of confrontation is needed. To step up. But it is sideways this time, because it isn’t with you. I am trying to step up with you this time. I am not running.
You aren’t here and so it is like I am robbed of what I actually want — a recurring theme in my life where something is always snatched at the finish line — and am always alone even when others are around.
And I think you are triggering yourself too by seeing how coming through others this way can drive someone away who senses it, or sees it as deceptive and manipulative, even if that is not your intent. Like being alone in a crowd unable to make a real connection?
Have I proved that I am different? That I am not the same person? That I am just trying to embody a truth I have discovered like you are?
What am I trying to show you that keeps you looking over here, like I keep looking over there, like a magnet?
Somewhere, somehow, we both have to choose vulnerability, but there is a Hedgehog’s Dilemma.
It is the same Dilemma we had in the past and we triggered the same issues then to heal. We then spent half a lifetime healing them and here we are …
We are being tested. The Trial is for both of us.
Do you see me? What have my decisions been showing you? Know that the decisions I made were made before I saw the connection with you, though I often could hear you “in between” and had suspicions …
I think you know a GLORIOUS person. I think you may know an ARGONAUT and a DEEP SPACE SYMBIOTE.
I wasn’t “sure” because how could I be? They are “you” speaking through these people, yet you aren’t actually here. Yet all is one … somehow we are communicating even while not “in” each other’s lives.
What is all this “noise” on the line? I am not blameless … we are both doing it. Creating this noise.
But each time I didn’t realize it until the agenda that I sensed hidden underneath these pushed me back, because I attempting to stand in my truth. That truth I try to explain on this blog. It is about being in flow with the universe, without fighting it. It isn’t about avoiding conflict, so much as sailing on an ocean and feeling out the current.
What is ironic is that it is something YOU taught me! I watched you sail like this when I was dead and you brought me back to life. I took that lesson and was studying it all this time.
YOU are also standing in a truth with conviction, right? How do we bridge these truths?
You sent another to connect to me. I didn’t know it was from you, but I knew this person was hiding something. He was representing some amphibious vulpines, but so was I before I ever met him. I like him a lot, so don’t think this is a knock on him, but he also reminded me of someone (not you) I moved on from the in the past …
Little clues kept piling up about the situation until something major happened that forced me to create space.
The uh, “TRIAL” … created a “timeline” where a person I had to cut ties with “came back” through another voice and another name. Was it him? I had no way of knowing. But I got sick thinking this was him playing a game with me just to cause problems. I couldn’t ignore the signs that this person just wanted a piece of me. So I chose to choose peace instead of fighting and left something I was having so much fun with.
This “person” that came up is not you, but someone from my past …
This is an example of what “GANG STALKING” feels like, but we are just stalking ourselves like how this man explains the feeling in this article –> The False Reality & The Hidden Sorcerer.
I had a choice to continue and risk that this was that person.
This person I left behind just wants to “win.” He wants to destroy all connections. He wants to steal everything we wish for ourselves right before we get them. He wants us to give up. In many ways it is just the devil being worn by a person we have allowed in … Separation. Yet there was a real person in my life that I needed to move on from. Several … and in many ways, I could believe they might try to track me down just to pick a fight, or hurt someone I care about. But that is also fear, but a hard one to overcome.
When I made my decisions, it was to avoid the people and traumas I had left behind to live in peace. I had no idea they were connected to you.
But it is all connected. And everything is whole and one …
Is the universe showing me that I have to address these things — that a leap of faith is required — or that you and I have to find some other way first? Or is that also part of the “deception” where we keep accepting delays and compromises to what our heart wants?
My truth is that we can all hold a state of “no conflict” and when we do, we come together like sovereign independent magnets, creating a better “baseline” for the entire world.
I am seeing I think that this “TRIAL” goes way beyond what I ever imagined.
Are you seeing it?
How do we both stand in our truth without abandoning it? How do we gain the 2, without losing the GALAXY? The ONE? 2 as 1.
I am still here … I feel something is close.